
It’s been a while since I last wrote something. I did think about it a lot, but most of the times I was too tired to actually do it. But here I am again and it sounds cliché, but I’ve been busy. So many things passed my mind these last few days. Through it all I kept my ‘sanity’ by simply sticking to my gut. I did the things that I thought we’re the right things to do. I am learning to say ‘no’ to things I cannot do (even if I want to, but don’t have the time for it). Do you recognize that? I’m the kinda person that always wants to help out or take care of others, but in the past I often found myself overwhelmed by it. I wrote about balance earlier and it made me realize that I should practice more of what I preach. It’s a learning process, sometimes I feel good (yes, I did it!), sometimes I feel guilty (could I have made a difference … ) , sometimes relieved (Yayyy, to do list taken care of!) and sometimes frustrated (wish I could do more ..). But I realize more than ever that I should not want to do everything. It’s really OK if I can’t or even don’t want to. Sometimes you simply have to do the things that make YOU happy. Because I am important too. It’s about making choices to be the best version of yourself for whatever task you take upon you.
Love, Anjani
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